Life and it's ups and downs

I honestly don't think I can ever get mad for someone wanting to be happy. The only thing is that sometimes for someone to be happy, you have to make someone sad. As terrible as that sounds it's bound to happen. Everyone is looking for their own happiness, and sometimes it's you and then other times it's someone else you don't even see coming. I love this girl but honestly she doesn't love me. She did, it came and went. There's nothing left there but pain and being hurt again. But why do I stay? I'm comfortable with being hurt I suppose, I deserve better though. And eventually I will get better, I just need to put my life in the focus where better things can happen. I need better focus on build my internet empire of niche sites that bring me passive income. I need my MMJ project to work out and bring me peace and happiness at all times. I just know if I stay positive and working on my goals, and never give up until I've done what I need to do. I'll have that house on the lake, and that corvette, and three successful businesses. I just have to keep the faith.

Material things

Why do I feel the need to have these wants, of things that will just be useless once I die? I guess they are symbols of wealth, success, and worthiness. Once I get my first successful business up and running I'm going to purchase a house on a lake. Second business I'll buy a rose gold Rolex. Third business, I'm stumped after the house on the lake and the watch not sure what else I'd want. I'd have the corvette and the ford f-150 already so I'd guess you could say my goals for that part of my life would be reached. Maybe I don't understand how hard three successful business will be to control. But I'm not worried about "the how". Just focused on the end and preparing the best I can. I'm so thankful things are the way they are. In this very moment right now I am as happy as I possible can be. I love life and the way it's shaping out to be. I know in a matter of time I'll be waking up with endless amount of medical cannabis, with a house on a lake two amazing cars and three successful businesses. 

    You can do anything you want  You can dream whatever you want

Future Life

Why do I want this corvette so bad? Because it screams look at me I'm young ,black and have a sports car? Or is it because I fell in love with corvettes when I was little because my father owned one? Who knows all I know is that I truly want one if. And if I want/desire it bad enough it'll happen. Right now I am working on setting up a passive income something that'll bring in some money. I have two streams right now. One is more extreme and requires a fair amount of connections, the other is very simple but takes up time and is some what tedious. If I can master it, I'll have that corvette in no time. 

NPC 

Introduction

      I suppose this is where I write a lengthy essay about who I am and what I do and what I'm in love with. But to be honest I'd have to know those answers. I know very little about myself and about ten times the amount about others. For example I can tell you anything about Kobe Bryant but I can't tell you the slightest about myself. Besides from the basics, I don't know about myself at all or I should say very well. But recently I've been learning. I love to love, when I have a goal there is nothing that can stop me, extremely hard worker, and hates to be hurt by others that he loves. I know I want to own three successful businesses, one being a medical marijuana caregiver and expanding on that idea even more. Another is I want to flip cars, and or restore them too. And the third is a toss up, a friend and I tried to setup a sneaker reselling business that failed horribly, so me and him would go in on a storefront and I would be at the storefront every day. Those are my current goals. I wouldn't say they aren't attainable at all I just have to sit down and carefully plan them out. As we know money makes everything work but honestly if I sit down and show people these plans why wouldn't they want to be apart of it. Well lets get to the reasoning that I am making this blog. Its another goal, for me to write one blog post a day at least, and for the days where I have nothing to do I can post as much as I want. But once I pass the one entry, mark I have to make sure every entry is at the least 500 words. What will I be posting? Absolutely anything and everything, its sort of a life blog of whats going on right now, what I see future self doing. That's the real subject matter some entries will be from me in the future detailing what I'm doing in a day to day life by using pictures and of course words. So that's it! Hope you enjoy whats to come

NPC