Life and it's ups and downs

I honestly don't think I can ever get mad for someone wanting to be happy. The only thing is that sometimes for someone to be happy, you have to make someone sad. As terrible as that sounds it's bound to happen. Everyone is looking for their own happiness, and sometimes it's you and then other times it's someone else you don't even see coming. I love this girl but honestly she doesn't love me. She did, it came and went. There's nothing left there but pain and being hurt again. But why do I stay? I'm comfortable with being hurt I suppose, I deserve better though. And eventually I will get better, I just need to put my life in the focus where better things can happen. I need better focus on build my internet empire of niche sites that bring me passive income. I need my MMJ project to work out and bring me peace and happiness at all times. I just know if I stay positive and working on my goals, and never give up until I've done what I need to do. I'll have that house on the lake, and that corvette, and three successful businesses. I just have to keep the faith.

Waking thoughts

Life is a beautiful thing, no matter how you look at it. I've been thru the highest highs, and the deepest of holes. Life is all about how you handle the everyday ups and downs. I think I finally got a grasp on my emotions. The one thing I consistently say to my self is that; the only thing you have control over is your emotions. I know that once I fully master that, life will be exactly what I choose it to be. I used to struggle with depression and thoughts of my world being completely ruined and worthless. Now everyday I wake up and realize; I will reach to that point where I'm achieving my goals that I've set. Since I got the bigger goals established it's time for the smaller goals that'll lead up to that promise land. As you guys know I want three successful businesses. Medical Cannabis Caregiver, Car buying and selling/ restoration, and building these niche sites/ selling professional websites. I need to build small goals that'll lead me to those paths. Job 1 keep learning as much as I can, and start making the right connections. Job 2 start saving whatever you can from where ever/ learn as much as possible. Now Job 3 is going to take up most of the time, only because this is the main option of cash coming in soon. First thing I can do is learn, make mistakes, learn from them and the profit from it. 

  All you have to do is take ACTION  And all of your dreams will come true

If I keep chipping away the best I can I will be successful in no time. 

Material things

Why do I feel the need to have these wants, of things that will just be useless once I die? I guess they are symbols of wealth, success, and worthiness. Once I get my first successful business up and running I'm going to purchase a house on a lake. Second business I'll buy a rose gold Rolex. Third business, I'm stumped after the house on the lake and the watch not sure what else I'd want. I'd have the corvette and the ford f-150 already so I'd guess you could say my goals for that part of my life would be reached. Maybe I don't understand how hard three successful business will be to control. But I'm not worried about "the how". Just focused on the end and preparing the best I can. I'm so thankful things are the way they are. In this very moment right now I am as happy as I possible can be. I love life and the way it's shaping out to be. I know in a matter of time I'll be waking up with endless amount of medical cannabis, with a house on a lake two amazing cars and three successful businesses. 

    You can do anything you want  You can dream whatever you want

Future Life

Why do I want this corvette so bad? Because it screams look at me I'm young ,black and have a sports car? Or is it because I fell in love with corvettes when I was little because my father owned one? Who knows all I know is that I truly want one if. And if I want/desire it bad enough it'll happen. Right now I am working on setting up a passive income something that'll bring in some money. I have two streams right now. One is more extreme and requires a fair amount of connections, the other is very simple but takes up time and is some what tedious. If I can master it, I'll have that corvette in no time. 

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